Sad
Going through a transitional phase at the mo. Feeling just draggy, sad and just freakin’ WEEPY all the time, which is very disconcerting. I know it’s all a part of the destressing period after 20 months of crap, but it is not what I had planned for my week.
I had planned to get many fibery things done. However, the space for my fiber studio is still in flux (thanks landlady), and I have no idea when I’ll be able to get in there. I am hoping that most of it will be wrapped up later this weekend and I’ll be able to start my plans. Until then, I’m struggling with disappointment (wanted to make beeswax candles on Litha but no way no how), and exhaustion, and sickness and, above all things, a weird clinging sense of sadness.
I also had camnesia and forgot to take a pic of the one tiny FO I’ve managed to do in recent weeks. A square for Ryan’s afghan, but I can see it made it safely to the Feral Knitter in her last post. This pleases me.
All in all, still a rough ride lately, but for now? There is coffee. Everything perks up when there’s coffee. Heh.
Dude, I am SO SLOW to read blogs and comment lately, but coffee. Fo shizzle. Love it.
I am STILL amazed at how long it is taking me to recover from my last 3 years of work. For example, today I have only been sitting in front of the computer in my pajamas. I was going to go to SLC, but totally didn’t. This has happened repeatedly.
Comment by Andrea — Friday, 25 July, 2008 @ 11:24 am